i just wanna say that i'm sorry i know i haven't been myself lately but just let me explain have you ever had someone that made you smile but you were afraid to let them in have you never felt so wrong that if you hide your feelings you know you never win i haven't been straight up with you cause i'm afraid you would leave if i told you the truth you wanna know why it is taking me so long to open up my heart girl i'm falling for you, but please don't get me wrong i'm afraid of love cause the pain was too deep to handle it was so random (?) i need to find my key, open up my heart but i'm scared if you ever leave i'm afraid of love love, love babygirl i understand if you wanna stop yourself of loving me it's okay but i need time to change i know that love woulda wait you never know i could be the one babygirl i promise, i stay i said this relationship is like a book but my chapter is too long, oh oh i said that all that you can get is one good look at me believe that we can be, but you gotta see i'm afraid of love cause the pain was too deep to handle it was so random (?) i need to find my key, open up my heart but i'm scared if you ever leave i'm afraid of love why does it have to be this way ? if i wasn't fooled before, i wouldn't be afraid of love, a-a-afraid of love i'm afraid of love cause the pain was too deep to handle it was so random (?) i need to find my key, open up my heart but i'm scared if you ever leave i'm afraid of love 2x baby, i don't wanna sound selfish but i understand if you wanna stop loving me cause it is hard for me to let you in i'm sorry.