cheers man. i have a trippy 1/3rd done autobiographical/philosophical piece, thats pretty wild too. I used autobiographical to explain bizarre/uncommonly considered, sometimes psychologically disturbing and difficult philosophical stuff. Disturbing because it's like.. it's scary, some of the stuff I've realized, that we cannot know for sure, and once you realize it, it can actually cause anxiety. Kind of why I haven't distributed it at all actually, it's got to be a legitimately hard read for people and I don't want to actually hurt peoples psyches. The thing is, some of the stuff I've figured out over time, they are objective truths, and unknowable things. They are just things that we generally don't ever consider because they're so abstract. Once you do though, you can't really ever forget them or rationally deny them, so they can sort of stick around in your consciousness afterwards. In that regard I generally don't like distributing certain ideas I've unfortunately stumbled upon that I myself can never forget now. Lol. might eventually post it, idk. it's pretty personal but peoples response was good. i've been through some crazy shit and I only got into the start of it, not even the craziest stuff. It's just the difficult, possibly psychologically harmful ideas I don't want to distribute, but the book doesn't work without it.